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drugs lust comedy violence and incomplete thoughts

perfection is too predictable to be a comfort for the imperfect
so the imperfect tend to corrupt others or self-destruct
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inspiration and aspiration are born of despair and hope
its from the friction of hope and despair that thought is born,
consider the personalities of those around you
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the bored are graced by a sense of perfection and flee or corrupt their state by
seeking interaction or by simply leaving consciousness

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soft wind around my neck

i told myself pessimism is a device employed by the lazy to discredit all that would
demand work from them.
is it true? or am i just trying to talk myself into a job to silence those who need
my money
i'll skip the conclusion of the previous to state my next thought:

i'm sitting amongst a crowd of other seated people
its a large collection of tables and no music, just voices in the air
a soothing noise of whispers, yells, and fabric against chairs
conversations that don't exist until focused by my attention
turning faces and dropping voices of temporary companions
only as long as my interest
i want to take them everywhere
i want to turn to them and say:
"is anyone talking about me right now?
is anyone reluctant to say my name?
is anyone else recording this?"

- adj johnny
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See johnny's website www.ins0mnia.org for
more artwork and prose