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UNDERGROUND VOICES: POETRY
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JOHN SWEET
the written word disguised as truth the women are raped silently beneath a blue sky in rooms with or without windows this is always a part of someone's history the smell of burning flesh and the photographs of the slaughtered and in the here and now i am cupping your breasts in my sweatslicked hands i am naming the stars and blessing the spaces between them and there is a day where i realize i will no longer live forever where my son will see for the first time the man i truly am and turn away in shame there are pages in history that cannot be rewritten but i have yet to see one i include my own life here the events that actually happened and the ways they were changed in the retelling and i am no different from any of you about this much at least i can be honest it costs me nothing to point out that we will all drown together opened her arms, said come home And here along the river wall where the teenage dogs spray paint FUCK in bright grey letters, where the truth is nothing more than what it pretends to be, is the same here as anywhere else, and the stench rising from the water, the abandoned shopping carts, rusting bones of small animals, plastic bags caught in the underbrush, and then what? The city can only spread like a cancer or die like a victim. The future is only a single crumbling wall holding up a collapsing roof. I can’t remember a time in this place when I wasn’t afraid. the necessity of pain and fear beautiful and high in the pure white light of the sun and never anything to eat but broken glass never anything to break but promises and then the small white flowers that blossom where the pieces fall the filth that we bathe our children in the men of god who would have us beg for more who would have us lose all sight of joy john sweet, 35 and counting, angry, bitter, etc etc, hiding in a pissant town in upstate new york, a believer in very little. a follower of the writings of j. pollock and of the words of h. frayne. too much education, and still a shit job. recent publications include the chapbook Enemy (www.pinkanarchkittypress.com), the full length collection Human Cathedrals (www.ravennapress.com) and the electronic chapbook Silence in the House of Truths (www.tmpoetry.com). |
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